When I am alone, there's a pain inside of me, an emptiness that causes me physical pain. The feeling of needing to be loved - or even liked - but in reality, not being able to tolerate the presence of anyone in my life.
When I'm with her, all I can think of is 'how do I get this over with faster, so I can get home.'
I hate the world, and the games that it plays with me - and with you.
I guess my question is, "How can I regain my innocence? How can I get rid of the knowledge that all you want to do is fuck me over, just like everybody else? And be a part of your shitty world..."